Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Playin in the Snow

Christmas was pretty good we had a huge snowball fight with the neighbors and to day it started snowing again! It's so beautiful here when it snows,but it won't last it will burn off tommorrow.

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I took some pics

Thursday, December 24, 2009

White Christmas!!!

Loving the snow! Tommorrow friends and family over for dinner.YAY

Friday, December 11, 2009

Feeling under the weather

Been thinking alot lately.I miss blogging with my Multiply friends.Thinking of going back.I miss the creativity I had before on it and the ability to write as in FB you cannot do alot of that.
I don't know why I am so down lately.Just busy with work and blah.Sometimes I feel like something is missing, like life shoould be more eventful and it feels so empty sometimes..why?

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Work,work and more work

Been working hard this week and good cause we could use the money for christmas. I'm tired though and want to just sleep lately.I need to get off my big butt and exercise. I'm at work right now so can't write alot. I hope it stays this way till after Christmas!

Friday, December 4, 2009

It's a long December

I love that song by the Counting Crowes, Long December. It so strikes close to home.

Went to Nicoles choir concert for the annual tree lighting ceremony.It was great she was so angelic looking REALLY they dressed her like an angel.LOL I won't be likely to see that again.I took some video of it.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

This time last year...

A year ago from today I would have been with my company for 3 years.If I had just toughed it out and waited till today I would have gotten to keep all of my 401K. Although anyone who knows me knows I'm a power hungry,psycho analytical, impatient, control freak and that just can't happen with me. I wonder did I make the right choice? Sometimes when we struggle I say NO and then I remember how I felt there after my boss Kim left and it all went to hell and I was never heard out if I had an issue and the whole thing became politically corrupt and I quickly learned it's not what you know it's who. I and my other co workers hated it there until we turned on each other finally and then that was that.
Was it really worth it? I guess I'll figure that out eventually. I know things are worse there now from what I've heard,but my co workers still remain and for what? They were constantly belittled and insulted, but it was an easy job.We had to do very little in the shop and got paid pretty good for it. Although for you that know me,know that when I do my job I expect everyone to DO theirs and it got pretty monotonous doing everything while they kicked back.It's not in me to do that and it got old quick.I guess what I'm asking myself is Should I have stayed and did the bare minimum and listen to the critique of a woman who knew NOTHING about my field of work?

Sometimes my mouth gets me into more trouble than I can handle and then it's too late.